Misunderstandings - LevixAssassin!Reader {Ch.10}

Your long day of training was over, you bit into the apple in your hand; the past 9 hours had been pure, unchallenged hell! You had spent said hours trying to learn how to use a 3DMG and failed horribly. Not only you had hit your head countless times, you had also stacked it on a crate and face floored, giving yourself a terrible nose bleed.

You had decided that today had to be the worse day of your life _{(Especially since your instructor had given up on you and left when you hit your head for the 25th time and cursed as loud as a titan roar)}, and now you sat alone, friendless in the corner of the canteen staring blankly at the chipped wood bench.

Cadets would stare at you as they walked past, probably since you were wearing a SC jacket but was just as bad as them. Looking up with tired eyes you glared a group sitting in the middle that were looking at you, one of them had blond hair and you realized out of all the others he was smiling at you, your eyes widened a little as a faint blush ran over your face as you looked away and took a harsh bite of your apple.

‘For crying out loud _____! You’re an assassin, you could escape anytime you wanted; especially now since the SC were going out on an expedition and kill all the morons here!’ You let out a low growl as you now stared at the wall, frowning. You just wanted to go back to Finnian, heck, you wanted to go back to those times with your mother but you knew that wouldn’t happen. Then you heard a cough behind you, you turned to see the boy that was smiling at you before along with a brunette.

“What do you want?…” You muttered, not really in the mood to talk. You looked up at them with an annoyed look as the brown hair boy began to talk.

“Well, you looked a little lonely so we were wondering-”

“If you wanna eat with us?” The blond asked with a smile on his face. You looked down a little taken back, people had ignored you all day and dared not get in your way but now these two wanted you to sit with them.

“U-um…It’s not that I’m lonely but I wouldn’t mind if I had someone to sit with…” You looked away, a blush tinting your face.

‘Geez _____! When did you get so weak! You were an assassin a week ago! Grrr… You yelled at yourself on the inside as you took your plate and followed the two towards the table they had been sitting at, maybe this wasn’t a good thing…you had denied yourself all friendship and feeling _{(Apart from Finnian…)} ever since you became an assassin and swore to avenge your mother.

As you sat down next to the blond, you felt even more eyes on you than before, mostly the blond’s friends. You just wanted to scream and run away, but of course you couldn’t as you heard a guy speak up,

“Hey Armin, you really brought this loner over?” You looked up and stared daggers at the man; he had two tone hair and sort of looked like a horse to you. Your eyebrow twitched,

“E-excuse me?” You asked a little more angrily then you intended. He just laughed and continued,

“You’ve only been here one day and do you know how many people hate you? You act like some brooding spoilt brat.” You defiantly wanted to punch this guy in the face now as you balled your fists, but you soon stopped yourself,

“Geez, sorry if I don’t seem like a happy-go-luckily person to you, but I can’t help it.” He suddenly flicked you on the forehead, making you see red and glared at him as if it would make his head blow up and balled both your fists tightly. He gulped a little as he realized that was a bad thing to do, and now the whole group of cadets were looking at you as if you were a ticking time bomb, then someone else spoke up.

“H-hey Jean. Leave her alone, you don’t know what she’s been through.” It was a guy with black hair and freckles, you sighed as your faced softened.

“Nah…sorry, I haven’t even introduced myself…” You looked down at your plate which just had the core of the apple you had been eating and a cup half filled with water.  

“Don’t worry.” You looked towards the blond as he smiled at you,

“I’m Armin.” The guy next to him spoke up,

“I’m Eren and this is Mikasa.” The girl with a red scarf waved at you.

“This is Jean, Marco and Sasha.” The three waved. You looked down at your thumbs and played with them,

“I’m _____.” You felt so pathetic like this, you had gone right back to square one on the assassin ranks. You had messed up big time!

‘What the hell am I doing?!’